I Dont Wanna Grow Up

Anything Relavent: Just another post of old poems i have not put up yet

The WHY: I wrote this one because i tied this in with my life now and how my relationship with my father has changed.

I Dont Wanna Grow Up

I remember them days at the fire house

I remember those dust swirled floral walls stained with hope

I remember our little sweet ghost

But remembering isn’t enough when night falls.

Because it’s all different now

All the smiles are shaded

All the hugs are stiff

And laughs are held back

And I can’t sleep, daddy, now that I’ve grown up.

Oh, papa I don’t want to hurt you

I don’t wanna make you cry

I don’t wanna break your heart

Because it hurts me too when we sit there in silence

And it makes me cry when I dream about what we have become

I’m sorry daddy.

And I don’t want to grow up.

I wanna stay your little baby

But even though I am no kid

I still need those careful smiles

And the gentle hugs that a child wants

I am no different inside, dad

I am your baby.

This was a very emotional poem for me to write to i really hope you  took this to heart and remember this.

Sincerly,

Sarah Jessica