What we have Become

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The WHY: I hate what the relationship between my dad and i has come to.. :'(

What we have Become

I’m sitting in my room right now dad, you are on the other side of the wall; yet you have no idea that I’m writing this right now or that I am crying.

I have thought this for a while now, and it’s effecting me like an acid.

We have changed.

Together; at the same time.

But on our own because now we are completely different beings.

I more restrained and bare

You, more protective and pushy

And I always ask myself why

Because I am too afraid to admit that I have known why this whole time.

And don’t act like you don’t remember.

I see it in your eyes when you look at me

They turn over a blurry shield of disbelief and hardship

Strain to remember that night I shall not mention.

You found a secret hidden.

And that secret has molded the way you think of me.

And I regret it every time I allow myself to think about it.

Not that you found out,

But that I had done it.

We cannot change the past

So I fear it will be like this forever

Cold.

I am on one side of this wall and you on the other.

Perfect picture..but sad

Sincerly,
Sarah Jessica