The WHY: I do not want to explain..which is really rare for me..only by BFF Jan would understand.
Lust Sucks
Fell in love
Stars in my eyes, songs dancing in my head
Blind to the scenery
Caught up in a fantasy
Knowing it will not have a happy ending
Candy coating
Lies
Inside is a trembling secret condensed inside my fake heart
Unwillingly admitting it
But pressed in the back of my head
Forever there
Forever imprinted
Never letting go
Please go away
I need this love story to become reality
Not possible
I’m hurting others
When will I be set free?
When will I face the hard center?
When will I break down?
When will I loose reality?
When will I end this lie?
No time soon
I’m in too deep
Drowned in my own mistakes
No way of surfacing
Hurting others
Others that I love
I adore
But do not know me
Know ME
How?
How can my love love only loving looking?
not the loving?
No sense
Not real love
Lust
Lust sucks
Lust ruins lives
Ruins real loves
Never past lust
Take a right.
BLA.
Sincerly,
Sarah Jessica
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